Last Minute Thoughts.

SUMMER.
Jazz in June!(:
Walking around with Lauren and Chaz!
Band camp.
Tan lines that are wicked!
Wearing super hero boxxers ALL I want!
Forth of July!
Giving Lauren shrooms.
Cyber stocking a boy I really like!
Making as many braclets as you want!
Swimming in the lake.
Filling up my memory box!

Brand new school.
Making plans, that never follow though!
Taking pictures!
Woot. Woot.
Summer. 2010.
Never forget!(:

This is for you...

lauren elizabeth daffer. this girl has been with me though everything this eyar. she is amazing. she is beautiful. we ahve so many memories toger, like when we almost cried when johny depp got sucked into his bed. and the time in math when i figered iout how to write love on the calculator and i wanted to surprize you, but you came back to fast and i made you stand there till i was done. ohhh and the time we went to battle of the band and wrote on the bleachers. when we made braclets and watched the blare witch project for my first time. and when you asked me what my favorite potion was. she is my bestfriend FOREVER cunt. so this is for you. there is no way i could ever thank you for all you have done for me. so her it is,
THANK YOU!:D

alive.

im alive.
but you know i feel dead.
sometimes.
i have two people,
i can FULLY trust.
you know who you are.
life now,
as i know it is,
one word.
gone.
it takes ALOT for me just,
to get out of bed.
i could sleep forever.
i wish i could just stay asleep.
and never wake up.
then all of the cries.
drama.
hurt.
even the happy.
i just i want,
to be able to honestly say that i am happy.
you know.
i can't.
not right now.
i can say i am contenet.
but not.
happy.

8th grade. what can i say.
i lost who i thought was my best friend.
cory james salazar.
im not going to lie.
i do miss him.
i have two best friends.
faren michell phillips.
lauren elizabeth daffer.
i love you.
this year.
i came out of my shell.
i found me.
i learnd you CANNOT trust everyone.
guys are wierd.
i miss this.

i miss...

• boys haveing cooties.
• tieing chole's shoes in first grade.
• not caring what i look like.
• ruthie marie anderson.
• cody jay carter.
• being friends with EVERYONE.
• play box car kids with loren, russell and tyler.
• always have the perfect desk ALL the time.
• red monkey bars.
• gingerbread.
• when guys an girls could be friends and nothing going on.
• my blond hair.
• BEING A KID!!!

how i met my best friend.

As I sit here,
thinking.
About how baddly I messed up.
And how bad I feel.
She is my best friend.
Has been since,
Septeber 2009. 8th hour.
Yes I do rember that day.
Stuff had just happened,
there was no one she could talk to,
I was there.
I asked her "are you okay?"
She says "hi im lauren daffer."
I say, "hello, im shaylee webb."
And that right there was the how,
I met my bestfriend.
Lauren Elizabeth Daffer.
Iloveyou.

today.

Well,
I don't know were I am goingand I don't know where I am at.
But, I know that I love the ones in my lifeAnd they will stay forever in my heart.(: